Cami moaned aloud. Her knees grew weak at Millsap’s powerful grind. At his unexpected plea to be with her.
Should she make him beg some more? Especially after all he’d put her through lately.
Cami wanted to humble him a lot more, but she was just…
So weak for him. So in need of him. So hungry for his loving.
Giving Millsap her response with actions, Cami leaned forward, grabbed hold of the nearby dresser to steady herself, and cast him a naughty look over her left shoulder.
Groaning with need, Millsap took that as an invitation to not only stay, but to go for broke. All of his rules quickly went out the window. Cami would be the first woman that he made love to at her place and without a pre-sex shower. However, Millsap hadn’t lost his entire mind yet. He would not take her raw. He would take no woman raw.
Dropping to his knees again behind Cami, Millsap quickly removed her shorts and began to feast. Ravenously.
Cami gripped the dresser even tighter as he tasted her treats through the lacy thong. He’d gotten rid of her shorts, but seemed to want to leave her underwear on.
Cami was down with that. She was very adventuresome in the bedroom. Cooperative, too, willing to follow where he led as long as it was to a good place. Which it always was with Millsap.
What Cami wasn’t prepared for was the level of Millsap’s greed. The man went from being hungry to ravenous to downright insatiable. He couldn’t seem to get enough of her as he feasted upon her frame from various angles, sending her quickly over the edge.
No words were exchanged. How could they be? Millsap’s mouth was too busy right now and Cami didn’t even know her own name at the moment.
And his hands.
Millsap’s large hands were all over Cami’s body, behaving just as insatiable as his mouth. He couldn’t seem to get enough of touching her. Squeezing her. Kneading her.
And then suddenly he was inside of her.
Because of the thick fog Millsap had her in right now, Cami didn’t know when he removed his shirt, lowered his own pants and underwear or when he’d donned protection. But she knew the instant he stepped inside of her cove. It was hard not to notice all that.
Standing semi-upright now, Millsap joined her to the hilt, maneuvering around her thong that he intentionally left in place in order to fulfill a secret fantasy of his.
Cami let out an elongated squeal of delight as her body happily adjusted to his presence. “Oh, you feel so good to me. I missed you so much, baby,” she confessed, ready to bear her soul to this man.
“Oh, yeah?” Millsap said, leaning close to her right ear. “Show me how much.”
Cami needed no other incentive to slowly work her hips in a way that suggested that she knew exactly how to please a man. A way that had Millsap getting rowdy within seconds. He couldn’t help it. She was thrusting against him too hard, yanking that thug passion out of him.
Things quickly spun out of control.
Constant exclamations of, “Yes,” spilled from Millsap’s lips because he was finally having sex the way he really liked it again. And with the woman his body craved most in the world.
Then everything suddenly slowed down.
Millsap became gentler, though his advances were still just as strong. He talked to Cami some more. Said erotic things in her ear. Had her giving him more of those naughty looks that he loved so much in the mirror as she continued to move her hips in perfect unison with his.
Going over the edge again, this time with a violent shudder, Cami found Millsap trailing right behind her in ecstasy. He held her close to him as their breathing patterns regulated again and their bodies stopped trembling.
“You were right. This time was even better than the last,” Millsap muttered when he was able to speak again. “You definitely got that come-back, girl,” he added, understanding a lot better now how E-Blade got caught up with Cami. Sleeping with her just once made a man want to come back for more…and more…and more.
“If it was that good to you, then maybe it’s time for you to make me your main squeeze,” Cami replied, eager to boot the rest of the women off his social calendar like she’d done Leza.
Unfortunately, that was the worst possible thing she could have said at this moment. Millsap immediately began to withdraw from her in every way.
“What did I do wrong now?” Cami asked, noting how quickly he redressed.
“You got greedy again. Instead of just seeing today as a bonus to our one-nighter, you want to use sex to lock a brotha into a serious relationship. If you recall, that was something I specifically said I wasn’t looking for at the very beginning of this thing,” Millsap said as he tugged his shirt down his glistening torso. His pants were already pulled back up, but not zipped because he needed to take care of a few things in the adjoining bathroom first.
Cami frowned. “So exactly what am I supposed to be to you, Millsap? You can’t date me openly because of that club rule. You don’t want me to be your main squeeze because you ain’t ready to settle down yet. Whatcha trying to do, turn me into a h—”
“No!” Millsap interrupted, not wanting her to include herself even in the same sentence as a prostitute.
“Well, I’m definitely starting to feel like one. A po' one at that since you ain’t broke me off a quarter either time we hooked up for sex,” Cami persisted, allowing her slang to get even thicker.
Millsap scowled. “So you want to get paid for having sex with me now?”
“No, I want a real relationship now. I’m tired of these booty calls, Millsap. I want a boyfriend. A man I can call my own. Somebody I can go to the movies with. Out to restaurants with. Somebody I can slow dance with in front of other people and know that I and only I have a right to be in his arms.” Cami said everything but the fact that she loved him, which she was now convinced that she did.
“I can’t give you that, Cami,” Millsap replied, deeming her too untrustworthy for main squeeze status.
Main squeezes were highly trusted women that had wife-like status in a hustler’s life. They were taken care of financially. They could also reside with and start a family with the hustler if they so choose. And though it was extremely hypocritical, main squeezes also had to be exclusive, even though their men could stray on occasion and sometimes did.
“Well, I can’t give you no more of this then,” Cami replied, smacking her bottom with emphasis as she turned her back to the man who hadn’t even bothered to kiss her on the mouth before trying to have sex with her today.
Millsap’s nostrils flared with ire and desire at that smack and subsequent jiggle. “Fine. Have it your way.” He headed for the bathroom for a quick wash up.
“I think I will for a change,” Cami countered over her shoulder right before he entered the bathroom. “‘Cause we definitely been having things your way since we met.”
Now that Cami knew the depth of her feelings for Millsap, she also knew that she couldn’t continue settling for their current arrangement. She knew that beyond the financial security that being his woman would provide, she now needed emotional security with Millsap, as well. In short, Cami needed to know that he saw her as more than just a great piece of tail.
When Millsap exited the bathroom a few minutes later, they didn’t exchange a word of goodbye. But they did look at each other.
Yes, those looks revealed anger. But they also revealed sadness. Especially since being separated again was the last thing either of them wanted right now.
© 2008 by Suprina Frazier